I have not been as diligent as I need to be in my weight loss journey. In other words I have not been doing what I need to do to be successful. Now I could make lots of excuses, like something happened at work that pissed me off. Or someone I was friends with is being a bitch. But to be honest, since I am doing this without group support and on a very tight budget, there was tons that I had to do on my own. Mainly research.
While in the process of looking things up, I realized that I needed three other things to make success a bit more attainable: a food scale (yes one of the scales I hate), measuring cups and spoons. So off to Target we went. It is assembled and ready to go for tomorrow!
Back to the list. It was a bit daunting, and I am still plugging the items in to get the point values. But I digress…
I made myself a promise that I would write all food down. I would take a more active role in my health by being aware. I was also going to use this as a progress and feelings journal because it is important to discover why you eat the way you eat. I was going to write down what I was eating and the points and calories and share them with a few friends that I know are going to be supportive and kick me in the ass if I am not sending them the link to this blog. I am guilty of letting myself down, of letting other things, unimportant things, control me and keep me from taking care of me. (Yeah I am using a whole lot of “me” and “I” in here, but this is about my weight loss journey)
If other women are interested in posting on here or commenting, I am willing to put up such posts provided they are on topic and positive, instructive and/or supportive. I know how hard this is. I quit smoking and this is just as hard, if not harder. After all, you have to eat.
So here I am with a renewed sense of purpose. Please excuse the dust as we get this journey started anew.
Breakfast:
Food Calories Points
1 Toasted Bagel 354 9
3 tblsp Hummus 69 2
4 cups coffee
½ &1/2 120 3
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Total 543 14
Snack
1 oz pretzels 115 3
½ cup grapes 55 1.5
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Total 170 4.5
Dinner
2 large eggs 199 5
2.5 oz chorizo 225 6
1 tortilla flour 94 2
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Total 518 13
Daily Total Minus evening snack
1231 31.5
Since I am allotted 50 points per day I am 18.5 points short of it. Not sure whether or not that’s good. I am not hungry at the moment, having just eaten. Perhaps a yogurt or sugar free jello for a snack later. It is early yet.
I drank 1 liter of water so far and plan on drinking more. Like I said, Food is not pointless, and this is only the beginning of the journey.
Comments welcome
Goddess Alexx


Thank you for sharing your journey with us, Alexx. I think it's easy to want to forget
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It's easier to turn to food.
Food doesn't tell us 'NO' or that we aren't
worthy.
It takes a lot to step forward and say "I need to take care of me!"
Best wishes, Goddess Alexx
keep it coming chica.
ReplyDeleteThrough the craziness of my life I turn to food. It does not fuss at me put me down or judge me. And it's good. I am a wonderful cook which is a curse it's self. My life like many others is not very happy at the moment. I am going to try harder to tell the yummy stuff no. For myself and my family. We are here to support you and this blog is my support also. Good luck to us both Alex and God bless
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